Hail...

wow. this page totally slipped my mind.
it's been a month since i even visited this page let alone update.
i'll keep this short & sweet.

overall, life's been OK.
OK meaning i wish it was better but i'm glad it's not worse. borderline is the word.
relationship wise, things have been going great. i couldn't ask for anyone better to be with.
i'm pretty much comfortable with everything and i guess i'm ready to take it to the next level.
yea....25 yrs of age may seem a tad on the early side for some and they're right.
emotionally and mentally i may be prepared for this but financially i'm not. unfortunately.

Me and the missus spend the past couple of weeks trying to figure out a way on how to make everything go according to our big plan. All we did was succeeded in doing was to demoralize ourselves and wallow in depression together.

Too much dedication and hope was put into the PLAN. which brought about too much fuckin stress and pressure. Krap. the PLAN didn't take into account too many things that were important in it being able to succeed. So when those issues did arise, the PLAN fell apart.

Too many important issues were not taken into consideration. Too little thought put into it. Not enough research and surveys done. And no room for error allowed. A plan just based on an idea.
Doomed to failure i guess.

We've sorted everything out though. The way we should've from the start.
So everythings good. The light at the end of the tunnel looks brighter. I dont feel like i carry the fate of the world on my shoulders anymore...

That said, I still need to work on my finances. Alot of work but it doesnt feel like such an impossible task anymore.

The whole drama did leave a slight bitter taste in my mouth though..

But as always .. everything will work out.
x fingers crossed x